Rapidly Growing...and weird dreams...

15 1/2 weeks pregnant: 1/12/07

It's been a long hiatus. Just a few things have changed since last time I posted (in JULY). Brandon and I are expecting a little bean this 4th of July. I keep having dreams that the child will have firecracker red hair. That's not saying much considering I also have dreams that our baby is super human, is a boy then girl, is a 10 year old straight away...I am starting to realize the myth of strange dreams when you are pregnant is true. Having a lot more really scary dreams too. I try not to remember those ones.

Speaking of dreams, the other day Brandon woke up in a panic. He dreamed he was being attacked by a cougar. He was holding a small child and the cougar bit a chunk of his arm off. I shouldn't laugh, but it was pretty funny to see him all worked up over his nightmare considering I've been having the craziest dreams of my life lately. Maybe it's rubbing off on him.

Work lately has been pretty boring. I mean, I'd be lying if I didn't say that I'm really looking forward to maternity leave. It's not that I don't love the company, because I really do. It's just that I don't love my actual job (who does?)...I've been thinking a lot lately about the future and what in the world I'm going to do with my life. I mean, besides being a mom. You all know me, and this is nothing new. I am and always have been thoroughly confused about what I want to do with my life. You'd think with all the random jobs I've had and all the time I've spent pondering the subject I'd have come to some answers! But alas, I have not. Lord knows I'll have an abundance of thoughts during those up at 3:00am feeding and diaper changes. Stay tuned. Come July I'll be posting about wanting to become a horse whisperer or some damn thing.

I attribute my craziness to lack of sunlight. Thank GOD we are going to Palm Springs next Month. I absolutely cannot wait to feel my skin warm up from the sun versus a space heater.

until next time...

missus o